Apple made a computer called the "Macintosh" in 1984, i got one that year. It could almost be called an accident. It wasnt. My granddad thought it as kind of a toy compared to his very custom CAD set-up. I remember drawing doughnuts. I just thought "this circle i am dragging out is a doughnut bc i say so".
For years i tried to be the end all be all. The problem solver for whatever design/film/photo/interactive project could be dreamt up. Then i realized after years that being hyper motivated and being capable are two separate things.
I focus on what im good at now. Art in the forms of photography-film-mixed media & projection art.